Archive | February 2012


ومكروا، ومكرالله. والله خيرالماكرين.
And the disbelievers planned, but Allah planned. And Allah is the best of planners.

Ya Allah, too many issues going on around, and I feel that I’m unable to act. Around the world, the oppressed, everywhere.

And my own home, Malaysia. Dear Malaysian government, yes, I know you’re sponsoring my education now, but this isn’t my way to say I’m against you. But I plead, please reconsider the nuclear project with LYNAS. Have you thoroughly considered the long term effects? Have you not considered the people’s rights, but most importantly our children’s rights? Have you not seen history in action? With the explosions in Chernobyl, and the damaged caused in Fukushima?

Do you not know the constant fear and the stressful worries the Japanese face? Yes, on the outside it may seem minute, but you don’t know what’s going on here. I know, because I’m experiencing it, and we’re fighting for it to be handled as quickly as possible. Do you not know that not even a single screening monitor is provided here in Miyagi? Do you even know how close it is to Fukushima? If everything is truly ok, why don’t you show us the results of the daily radiation? I’ve been monitoring day by day and let me tell you this, it ain’t pretty.

Dear Malaysian government, I know you’ll never read this, but for once, please consider this carefully. You can bribe the people all you want, but you’ll be in debt if anything goes wrong with this project. You’ll never be able to pay it off, and then what? I’m not going to let you destroy my future, nor my families’ and most importantly not the future of my nation.

Ya Allah, please save my country.. ‘They’ don’t know how it feels like to live in fear of radiation and media cover-ups. Enough with the political issues, and enough with the fitnas and blaming each other. LYNAS, please leave us alone…

My beloved Palestine fighting for their land, my beautiful Syria filled with the muslim genocide, my brothers in Sudan and Somalia malnourished, my long oppressed Uighur, my Libya and Egypt unrest, my sisters in France with the hijab banning, my lovely Japan on constant fights with the government, and many more that I not know of, do not fret.. We are with you, and I know I won’t rest till I can at least do more than just du’as..

Ya Allah, ya Rahman, ya Rahim. Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimperover things I have no control over. And give the best response when I’m pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I don’t always make the right choices, and I feel so bad for all my past sins, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak… Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those that are lost and can’t find their way. I pray for those that are misjudged and misunderstood. Ya Salam, ya Muhaimin, ya ‘Aziz. I pray for those who don’t know You intimately. I pray for those that will delete this without sharing it with others. I pray for those that don’t believe. But I thank you that I believe. I believe that Allah changes people and Allah changes things.

Ya Sami’, ya Basir, I pray for all my sisters and brothers. For each and every family member in their households. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met. I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than Allah. Ya Razzaq, ya Fattah, ya ‘Alim. Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight. Ya Dhul Jalal Wal Ikram. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees it. For only You know what’s best for us, and the Only One who can help us…

Ameen, ameen, ameen ya Rabbal ‘alameen..